Lately terase cm satu bebanan dan tekanan kt kepala aku nie!
Stress! Penat! Lelah!
Bkn mengeluh dgn kehidupan nie tp terase x leh nk lalui dlm 1 mse!
Really SALUTE pd mereka yg boleh.
As wife, as mother, as employee and as part time businesswoman. OMG
Now, I think rase cm nk angkat bendera putih dah! Really tired! Really stressful!
Such a boring routine...bgn pepagi while org lain masih nyenyak tdo d buai mimpi.
Make a breakfast, cook for my son untuk kt rmh pengasuh, pegi keje, blk keje kemas rmh (ape2 yg ptt).
Dan esok pusing blk benda yg sama.
Kdg2 t'pikir cmne org lain mampu lakukannya dlm satu2 mase? Like seriously PERFECT and without mumbling like me right now! Cm org x reti b'syukur jerk aku nie...
Thank God, ofcoz I'm very thankful to Allah for all this. I'm just human being.
Sometimes I think maybe I think is time to let go something to be perfect for other thing. Maybe?
But should I let go something? But which one i should let go? Part time business?
Skg pn blk keje dh jarang aku mengadap pc utk aku b'business. Bkn la malas tp penat dan stress!
Penat mental dan fizikal. Skg yg aku pikir blk keje main2 dgn Zarif pastu tdo. I need my sweet time to rest. Skg nk tdo lmbt pn dh x leh sbbnye bile tdo lmbt perghhh esok kt ofis dh cm ape mata aku nie kena gam!
So, just go with the flow setakat mane aku mampu bertahan. In Shaa Allah. Mybe aku little bit stressful sbb now dgn unit bru totally zero n we need to build something fresh from 0.
p/s : just enjoy your life....
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